The more things change, the more they stay the same.

From a week ago, nothing.

To now, where I see such potential.

Yet, I'm still so scared.

Guess I won't find out.

Someone hit the "reset" button! :-)

These are the nights that are the hardest. After such an attack, I just want to be held, and there's no one to do that.

I wonder how long a person can go withoutbeing shown any sort of affection at all?

This is freakin' stupid

That I am sitting up in the middle of the night, unable to fall asleep, all over the anxiety of having to ride in a car with Chris (crazy coworker, not crazy ex-husband) in the morning. I'm sure it will be fine, but trying to convince myself of that so that I can get some sleep is another matter....

And, how can a tooth that I don't even have anymore, HURT?